Simple Notes...

Salam...

Ohooooooooooooooiiiiiiiiii!!!! 

Apeke lama sangat x ber-blog ni. Maleh btl den nak meng-update dalam blog ni. Bukan apa, kdg2 rasa cam "Apela yg ko merepek ni Fiza". :p

Idea dlm kepala kemain banyak, tp bila bukak jer blog...ilang sumer tah kemana.

So far Alhamdulillah, 2011 ada banyak perkara yg berlaku. 

Setiap nya adalah pengajaran yg berguna pada hamba pacal yg hina ini...

Tak pasti sejauh mana peristiwa2 tersebut akan memberikan impak pada diri hamba. Mudah2an ada sesuatu yg tersirat & tersurat yg sedikit sebanyak mengubah hamba menjadi lebih baik...Insya Allah.

Nk di ceritakan, perkara pn dah lama berlalu...

Memori pun bukannya kuat sgt nk recall semua2...(wpn bole jer sebenarnya.)Tapi, biarlah...hanya hamba, org2 yg terlibat serta Allah sahaja yg menegtahuinya...

Cukup buat masa ini...semoga ketibaan tahun roman 2012 ini membawa kepada lebih banyak lagi pengajaran, pengalaman, keinsafan, inspirasi dan perubahan ke arah yg lebih baik, cemerlang & terbilang hendaknya....Insya Allah...

Till then,

~ Wassalam.... ~

Public Transport Attitude.

Assalamualaikum....

Let's talk about people's attitude when it comes to public transport. For starter, let me tell you, I've been using public transport for a very long time and I know all the ups and downs of it. This is not my first bad experience, but least to say...one of the not so good thing that I've experienced so far - in a day!!! (Seems like a bad public transport day for me huh....).

It all started early in the morning, around 0735 when I've got to take ERL from BTS station to Putrajaya Central. As we all know and have taught small kids at school that whenever we wanted to board a bus, we got to line up. I'm all agree with that rules and always try to apply that whenever I take public transport. I really hate when adults - ADULTS - doesn't follow what they have preach to the kids.

On that fateful morning, while I was waiting for a train, here comes one "Kakak" suddenly cut off the line between me and another girl and she doesn't seems to feel guilty at all. The worst thing is, she push her way in between me and that girl - literally pushing us away so that she can be on that spot. When the train arrived, she again....pushed me to the other side so that she can reach to the train door 1st. It was by fate that the spot where she had pushed me is where the door is. (Man...I was lucky wasnt I....hehehhe.). The incident doesn't stop on that day....she keep on "harassing" us on daily basis. But nway, I dont bother about her that much. She wont be lucky everyday.

My 2nd encounter of the day was when I was waiting for a bus at Putrajaya Terminal. There's this one student (a girl) was standing in front of me. Out of no where, here comes a guy standing next to her and chatting casually. I presume, it's her friend...so I dont mind at all. But then, when the bus arrived and people start to board, this guy just tag along with that girl. I was like....what??? Are you going to cut my line now??? I seriously cant take it...I called him and said. "Excuse me, line up please?" (With a killer look on my face...hehe). I was ready to bombard him with my words if he ever attempt to say anything. The very next day, he do the same thing to another girl...cutting the line on few peoples in front of me. **He never learnt a lesson - I tell you.**

I'm not too rigid on this but for me attitude - even when you board a public transport shows who you are as a person. I dont mind at all giving up for pregnant ladies, senior citizens, disable people...But when a young healthy people doing it??? Its a NO - NO for me. Why must we be so selfish and ignorance. Its sickening coz it shows that we're in a Selfish society...people just dont care what others think or feel just as long as they got what they want - in which ever way possibile - even if it means by hurting other peoples feelings.

Till this day, I'm still being one of the frequent users of public transport. For some reason, I still feel, using public transport is a much better options to travel - regardless of many not so good things that I've experienced so far. Strange thing is, I LOVE to watch and observe people while commuting on public transport.

Enough said...I will always use and support public transport - no matter what kind of attitude or scene that I'll encounter / see / experieced. It's exciting and not a single day pass by be the same...like a new chapter of a book and it is soo unpredictable!!! (^_^)

Its been soo long.

Assalamualaikum....

Its been a while since my last post. No more excuses...
There has been few things that I wanted to write here...I just got to find time to write on this blog. For a start, let's just list down what I'm going to write for my future post:

1. Public Transport Attitude.
2. Android fever...(^_^)
3. JavaScript...
4. Update on my cross stitch project

Thats for now. Hopefully I manage to update my blog based on list above......huhuhuhuuhuhuh.

Life Attitude...something to ponder (talking to my self...again.)

Salam...

Its been a while since the last time I posted something here. To make it worst, my lappy was struck by a virus for almost a month now and I've yet to got it formatted. Nway, my life has been full with events since the last time I wrote in this blog. Soooooooo many things had happened, some has changed me(Mentally, Emotionally & Spritually)...while other might have an impact to my future.There's so much to say...but there's little time to do that.

I'm truly sorry for those whom I've neglected - family, relatives, friends, loved ones - all those people that I might have hurt their feelings for the past few days, weeks, months or even years...please forgive me for my wrong doings...my hurtful words...my misbehave...my sarcasm...and all those mistakes that I might have not realized during the time I did that thing to you. It was never my intention to hurt your feelings...

I always want people to tell me the truth about me...it might difficult to hear it...but I'm sure its for the best. (its kinda asking people to give a slap to you face...dont you think so???)

I'm always being critical to myself...and at times get carried away with it. I wanted to be the best in everything that I do, and make it up to the perfection (if possible - but of course no one is perfect...except for Allah....the Almighty). I know that at times, this is not a good thing for me because I'm putting myself a pressure - just to meet up with the standards that I've set for myself. Its frightening at times and it keeps me thinking about what and why and how and when and the never ending possibilities of it.

I know deep in my heart that I've got to put my faith to Allah...for HE knows whats the best for me. I guess I really need to dig deep into my soul...purify my heart...strengthen my belief...and improve myself daily to become a better person (Mentally, Emotionally & Spritually)...Insya Allah.

I'm really content with certain things that happened in my life now. I might not like it at first, felt sad about it, its more like a kind of resentment that all normal beings would felt. Regardless all that, I'm sure I would find a way to take it positively, get over it and move on. I always belief that "If its meant to be, It will be..."  (and of course I can say it the other way round too - "If its not meant to be, it will not be" - something that I opted not to choose because I know for sure that my Lord is always there to guide me and help me through all this.)

     “Your living is determined not so much by what life brings to you as by the attitude you bring to life; not so much by what happens to you as by the way your mind looks at what happens.” ~ Kahlil Gibran ~

My Old - New Addiction

Assalamualaikum...

My so called old - new addiction. Since today saya meng-off-kan diri, maka saya pun mula mengerjakan addiction seawal pagi lagi. Sgt mengasyikkan, sampai x sedar dh beberapa jam berlalu. Hagak kelembaps skit...maklum la dh lama x mengasah bakat..thihihihih..Ni baru project kecil-kecilan..kalo kena yg complex, xtau la camne.

Nway, project kecilan2, bookmark jer. Kit ni free design dr Cross Stitch Crazy Mags.

Bookmark Kit - Front View

Bookmark Kit - Back View

                         


Bookmark Kit - Charts Design / Thread View / Tips (Inside)

Namun begitu, hasilnya sedikit berbeda. Just try my hand on few other designs since there's so much space on top / bottom of it. Its not really completed yet coz I've got some crazy ideas for the empty spaces. Nantilah, kalo dh siap...akan di-update latest photo.

Kan nampak kosong jer belah atas & bawah tu...

So, bahagian tu akan difikirkan, apekah design / kata2 yg patut saya masukkan memandangkan purpose dia adalah sbg bookmark. Tp xpelah, xyah pening2....ada masa lagi utk semua tu...

P/s: Sila abaikn penampilan garisan2 penanda sebab x dikemaskn lagi pada saat photo ini di rakamkan....harap maklum...

Utk Close-up...

                

Begitulah adanya xtvt waktu lapang saya dihabiskan pada hari ini....

(Ada satu lg bookmark design dh berjaya diselesaikan minggu lepas. Nantilah saya post gambar dia sbb nih dh dekat pkl 1130...nk zzzzzzz la. Esok nk bgn awal g keje. Sampai ketemu lagi...)

Wassalam....

My ever crappy attempt on blogging.

Assalamualaikum

As the title indicates....this is yet another attempt made by me on this blogging thing. I'm not sure what makes me want to start writing, but here I am...trying to figure it out myself.

Anyway, these days I've been doing some crazy stuffs. Mostly, they are things that I might have a second thoughts to do before...I guess its fun to be crazy now and then, just to get away from stressful hectic working life.

Oh by the way, yesterday I went to Kinokuniya (KLCC) and bought myself some books.

Actually, the purpose of me going to Kinokuniya is looking for this kind of book. I've fall in love with the art of cross stitch ever since my ERT Teacher thought me on this back in my secondary school years. Somehow, I never get serious with it because there's always something that holds me back from doing it. Soo lame.....but yea...I really didn’t make any great project on this before. But somehow, these days...I found myself fall in love with cross stitch all over again. New passion, new drive, new enthusiasm!!! I've actually already ordered few project kits. To motivate myself and commit to this, I will post the update for viewing pleasure....(^_^).

Anyway, this is quite a good book I would say. The arrangement is so creative that we can actually mix and match the design that we want one from one page to another. Credit goes to the author for coming out with this kind of arrangement in her book. Love it!!!!

Next book is, an additional to my Chichken Soup for the Soul series:

At this point in time, I'm torn between two books. The other CSS series that captured my attention was Chicken Soup for the Soul : Love Story. It took me some time to decide which book I would want to read first coz I have other books added into my list to read too!!! Anyway, finally my instinct says go with this book first, and so be it. As of now, I'm already at page 75. I dont want to go through this book too quick. Just take my time to read, one story at a time. Its definitely one of the best collection of CSS - as always (^_^)

My third book that I bought yesterday was:

There's something unique about this book. I've actually been looking for quite sometime (sampai terlupa gak la apa tajuk buku ni), until I saw it yesterday. Apa lagi, terus jer sambar. No more second thoughts. But then, I cant read two books at one time right. So, I cannot  really comment much on this book as of now. Anyway, I'm sure it's going to be yet another exciting reading.

Remember when I say these days I've been doing some crazy stuffs?

Right after I went out of Kinokuniya, out of satisfaction with the choices of books that I've bought...I suddenly got this crazy idea. I wanted to watch a movie since its still early, just sometime around 1045am, and there's not many crowd lining up at the cinema counter. I straight away look at the movie listing/time and decided to watch:

Its a fast paced movie, full of action!!! Its my kind of movie to watch, so I really enjoy every minute of it. (Mind you, 2 tickets because I drag my younger sister with me...hehe).

Oklah, enough of my rambling as of now. Will write again soon...with lots of other crazy stuff that I opted to do. haha...

W'salam....